Intimations
Ranma 1/2 fic
lemon
Warning: This fic describes acts of sexual activity and bit of perversion.
You have been Warned.
"A-ka-ne! Time to wake!"
Sleep blanketed my mind, leadening my senses and my
movements. When I try groaning at the sickeningly perky,
disgustingly early riser that plagues my slumber, I realize
this is a dream. No, make that a nightmare.
I have been gagged. I might have been drugged. Slow
understanding of my bindings works it's way through tired
muscle. If I pull like this...
"That's a good girl." I freeze, not really awake, and not
hearing. "Go ahead. Please Try."
The voice sighs a little. "What are we going to do with you? Can you
not even open your eyes to face me? Are you that
ashamed already?"
My eyes pop open and I see my malefactor, or should that be
fe-malefactor. On occasions it is hard to tell. My eyes tell me of my
prison, my room. I have often had nightmares like these, never really
remembering them, and I do not wish it.
I can tell by feel that both my hands and feet are tied to what appears
to be the bed posts. I am covered by a sheet,
currently, but I cannot sense clothes. The straps that hold me are solid,
but the posts...
"Are you feeling alright, A-ka-ne? Can I make any more
comfortable? You know I do want to enjoy this to the fullest, and you
_must_ be comfortable."
The sound of her voice changes subtly. It is still cute, but carries an
undercurrent of strength. I look at her directly
for the first time. It is still night out, but the street lamp and almost
full moon gives her form a ghostly appearance. Her skin has always been a
little pale, 'This close to sunburn', or so the saying goes. She never
had been burned, even with all her time in the sun.
Her hair is long, longer than mine ever was. Her usual style doesn't
show it though. The amibient light is not enough to show the true color
of her hair, leaving it a shiny black. She is wearing a dark robe, velvet
I think, and her feet are out of sight.
My hands move a little, betraying my control. I want to get free...
"You know, you should really go easy on yourself. Don't
strain too hard-you might bruise that delicate skin of yours."
I shiver ran down my spine, and I gave the Look. I have
given her the Look before and I always stopped her dead. Not this time. I
started to feel fear. Not fear of death, but fear of helplessness.
Anger is an easy emotion. Most people are angry. Usually
anger is directed at others, but stems from self-loathing.
Trust me, I know. I have spent a great deal of time hating who I was, or
was not, then lashing out at others in anger. But I got over that. Now I
only get angry at people who deserve it.
Fear can also be focused. Toward a thing or person or act. Helplessness
is an entirely different matter. The depth of
dispair can only be imagined, or experienced. You would be
better off imagining.
"Lets see how you look, shall we?" Her voice has almost lost all of
it's cute feel, and starts it's upward spiral of
maliciousness.
Her hand falls to the sheet and caresses the cool cotton
next to my frame. She did not touch me, but I feel it as if
she had. My body tries to expand it's touch in every
direction, but I am bound. I am in control.
Without warning, the sheet is ripped from it's resting place over my
body, and flutters gracefully to the floor. Half of it is lit silver by
the moon's iridescence. The other lies
waiting, patiently, in the dark of the room.
"Much better. You really should take it easy. This is just too good to
waste on getting hurt, you know." Again, a silky voice with the
undercurrent of malice and steel. I shiver an unexpected shake. It is not
cold this time of year. It is the feel of quickened wind racing across my
skin, a reminder of my new nakedness.
Yes, I am nude, with only a little more than when I was born a new
babe. I had gained enough since then to be embarassed by my condition. A
state I tried to mask with rage. Again I try the Look. Too bad, she is
not paying attention.
She leans over me, head at my abdomen. Inhaling a gentle
breath, she smells my navel. Slowly she sighs, almost in
pleasure. Her wind travels across my belly and down my legs, gently and
teasing. A shiver threatens at the base of my
spine. It goes nowhere.
Her head floats up towards my head. Wisps of her hair stroke my skin,
causing gooseflesh all over. It is now that I smell her. I know that this
is no dream now. In none of my dreams
have I ever sniffed, snorted, or smelled the least scent.
Clean skin assaulted my nose, along with a hint of cherry
blossoms. Not really sweet, but fresh.
Her hair is a dark hood, hiding her ghostly visage of a
face. Exciting, electric, and terrifing this experience is. I do not wish
to want this, but my body tells me otherwise. I
don't really know how to fight this torture of pleasure.
Again she inhales, this time around the swell of my breast ending at my
neck. She breathes out, sending gentle currents of air across my taut
nipple and underarm. A not unpleasant tingle shoots down my spine and
ends... lower.
I focus on a simple kata, an attempt to seperate from my
body. These feelings are not mine, and I do not want them.
They come unbidden, bringing a teasing sensation. They promise release,
but they do not deliver.
I continue my mental work, and the body fades away. I
rejoice in the fact that I have seperated from those unwelcome
sensations.
Then the cold water hits and with it a twisting sensation. I feel
bigger and smaller, stronger and weaker.
"Don't ignore me, Akane." Steel, galvanized by rage.
I stare in shock. In the window's light I see her face, a
silver symphony of rage and lust. Maybe a touch of disgust.
"You have been a naughty girl. Now you will pay. I was
content with merely helping myself. Now I will take more."
The cold water is now freezing in the cool night. Still, it is warm to
her voice.
My eyes widen further when I see myself. I know it to be me for I am
looking from my eyes down my body. Yet it is not me. I have lost my
busom, not that it was all that much, and gained... a different tool.
My mind cannot grasp the change. I cannot feel what used to be there.
IT'S NOT THERE! My hips are simply not right, my arms are obscene, and my
chest is flat!
My eyes go black around the edges as my mind reels.
"No you don't." She threatens. My vision continues backwards along the
tunnel of conciousness. Then she slaps me. Twice.
Her hand is raised for a third strike when I finally see
her.
"Good. Pay attention. You will not get away that easily,
dear Akane." Making sure that her point was made, she bounced off the
bed.
A slight flutter of sound, a whisper of movement, and her
robe was off. She too was naked underneath. The full breasts that almost
defied gravity. While in truth hers are not much larger than mine, her
small frame makes them almost
impossible.
When I first saw her, she was cute. Over the last few years, she has
gained much maturity in form. I could call her
beautifull, if I were into that sort of thing.
I know what others say of me. I know that people believe
that I am a lesbian. I am not. I am merely disgusted with all the members
of the male side of my species I have seen. They are either gullible,
spineless, loquacious, or perverts. Mix and match any of these traits and
you will find all the men in my life.
Even so, as dedicated as I am to heterosexuality, with
myself as the female partner, I cannot hide the excitement
that crawls out of my belly.
She simply stands there gazing at me. Hours it seems, and I cannot
dampen these thought that run through my brain.
(Being heterosexual, doing IT with a girl right now would
not be a problem, right?)
I shiver at that thought. I can't do It with another girl, It just
wouldn't be right!
Fearfully, I look at her. Before my eyes she becomes. From the iron
maiden comes a sexual creature, oozing sensuality. I feel the intense
physicality of her being, and I cannot help but respond. Her aura
glimmers in the half light, seemingly more intense at her sweet zones.
I am embarrassed and enticed at the same time. Never have I had this
feeling of weakness, and it shames me. Female, I wouldn't have to worry,
it is not as visible, not as
prominent, not as embarassing. Not that I wouldn't have known.
This time, I cannot will It away. The sensations feed
themselves in a continuous mobius strip. I am both sides at
the same time, feeling the sensation from my new self tingle and augment
itself infinately, embarassingly.
At the same time there she is, radiating, oozing, exuding
sensuality. I know not how much I can take.
After the second eternity this night, she glides to my
bedside, and repeats her earlier caress. Inhaling, sighing,
sweeping from center to head to foot to center. All the while, a part of
my new self stands up like an antenna. Being this close to a girl has
always turned me off. Electrical switches have more doubt than I.
She kissed my nipple!
Electric currents shoot through me. All hair on my body, now that there
is some, stand on end and sway like cilia on an
ameoba. Good God!
Her fingers start to stroke my chest, exploring the new
muscles that lie beneath. She works all over my body, down
each arm and leg. No area is left untouched, no muscle
unexplored. Well, one.
Each caress does things I cannot describe. Pleasure, pain, all is one,
and my embarassment fades. But not it's cause.
I know that I tremble with each touch. I think I feel her
shudder as well.
"Now is the time I take my payment."
I force my eyes open, for they had been screwed shut. I look at her
with uncomprehending eyes.
She is kneeling at the top of my bed, holding a single
icecube in her hand. She reaches out and places it on my left nipple.
My breath is ragged and I must force it in and out.She holds it there
for a minute or two, and I become used to the
sensation.
"Now hold _very_ _still_." The icecube held by her left hand is
repalced by a long needle. My eyes widen almost to saucers. No, not that!
"This won't hurt a bit."
With a quick jab, it is done. The needle slides through, and I can feel
it pull on the skin. Strangely, it does not
actually hurt. I did not look, for I was afraid.
When I opened my eyes, I saw that there, attached to my
nipple was a small, simple silver ring. Nothing gaudy, or
terribly outrageous. Still, I would not ordinarily be willing put it
there.
I wonder now, if I will turn back. I should, even Ranma
turns back and forth with a water temperature change. Could it be that I
have been similarly cursed? To always be turned into a man with cold
water? Would my sexual orientation change depending on my form? Or would
I retain my fixation on men.
I'll think about that later...
I know only one thing. I know who I love.
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Personal note to self:
Change the names. Correct spelling and grammer mistakes.
Also, remove gender-switch & emphasize bondage more.
Think about changing a gender(straight male/female)
I really like this story, Diary. I really don't know where the Idea
came from, but... I do like this story. I hope to God that Ranma or
Nabiki does not find this. I'd just die.
Good night!
akane tendo
(farther down the last page, in largish, if not sloppy handwriting)
Akane,
Is this an open invitation?
ranma.
(Akane's face never faltered from beet red for three days.)
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
So, now that I have had my fun, what did you people think?
Please respond to:
Turbo@relex.com
(p.s. Yes, I know that I have other stories on hold. I am
getting to them! Really!)
(p.p.s. real life sucks)
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