Subject: [FFML] [repost] Just A Dream (Prologue:Angel Wing)
From: "Kevin 'Genryu' Eav" <ukyou@maison-otaku.net>
Date: 4/24/1998, 1:24 AM
To: Fanfic ML

                     Just A Dream:Angel Wing Prologue
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by Kevin Eav

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     I guess you could say it all started one day... when I bumped into
the strangest, most handsome man I could ever dream of meeting.  He was
an angel... body and soul.  Even -if- he didn't know it.  He was the most
amazing thing to ever happen to me; he was my savior.  Oh!  I guess I'm
getting ahead of myself.  

     I'm Tabri.  People tell me I was named after an angel, myself, but I
don't believe it.  How old 'm I?  I'm 17 now, and what I'm gonna tell
you, it happened maybe two years ago... at least, it started back then.

     See... like I said. I was just walkin' along; most people didn't
recognize me for a girl, 'cause I was kinda skinny an' bony, and since my
black hair was cut short, people thought I was a boy. Anyways, there I
was, all angles 'n points, in my ratted-out bomber jacket on a really
rainy day.  I was headin' towards Johnny's; my favorite spot to hang on
days like this.

     Y'know, I'm usually very aware of what's goin' on around me; where
he came from, how he got in my way, though, I just don't know.  It's like
fate planted him there.  

     "Oof!"  I skidded backwards a bit; fortunately, I'd been leaning
forward, so I didn't fall down.  He nearly did, but he went an' grabbed..
something, a lamppost, I guess.

     I was too busy gatherin' myself to get a good look at him; but then
I looked, and -wow-... I hadn't -ever- seen anyone with golden eyes
before.. they were so beautiful.  But there was such a pain inside
them... an empty hollowness that sliced right to his--and my--core.  His
dusty blue hair fell over those beautiful eyes as he looked embarrassed
and murmured something.

     He must've said "I'm sorry for bumping into you" or something; I
don't really remember.  All I do remember was the liquid sapphire of his
voice... and a burning need to reach out, to comfort and heal this
injured angel.  But where to begin?  I've never exactly been the subtle
type.

     So... I grabbed his hand.  He was startled, that was for sure.
Smiled cheerfully, and loudly demanded that he take me out for a meal in
exchange for bumping into me.

     An' that's how we ended up at Johnny's, that night.  I had the
grilled cheese; he had the roast beef.  He never ate.  I weaseled his
name out of him in the hours of conversation we made during 'dinner'; his
name.. and that was about it.  I'll never forget it.  

     "Shoji.. Amano Shoji..."  I repeated the name like a mantra... under
my breath, of course.  I smiled at him. "So.. Shoji-kun.. where are you
living?"  The question startled him somewhat; I could tell.  His answer
was encouraging.

     "... I'm not, yet.  I just.. arrived, in town."  It was the best
answer I could have ever hoped for.  Eagerly, I offered him a room.
Well, my room, but he couldn't have known that.  I didn't have any bad 
intentions--really.  He accepted, though--to my surprise.

     Back in my room, we talked.  And talked.  Until dawn, we traded life
stories; even though I felt like I'd gained a friend.. a good friend.
But
he was holding something back; I can't explain how I knew...

     Anyways, from that night on, we were friends; we were
soulmates--partners in everything -but- bed.  Not that either of us
wanted
or needed that.  What we had was far more complete.  Neither of us left
the other's side; I felt, somehow, that Shoji had even broken a
long-standing debt and engagement to stay with me. 

     For a year and a half, we roamed the town; Shoji 'n Tabri, Rat Pack,
Justice Avengers, and whatever else we called each other--or people
called
us.  In a time of crime and rising death, we stood like a 'beacon of
hope'... or so one paper said.  In truth, we were just having fun, and
doing what we could.  I called him my Prince, and to him, I was his
Princess.  Then, the dreams happened.  Weird dreams; surreal dreams.  I
was being chased by gangs; I was a cyborg with a horrible past.  I was a
scared girl, searching for her Prince and becoming one in the process.
Always... always, Shoji would be there; both in my dreams, and in my
room.
It was as if he knew when I was in danger and did everything he could to
help.

     The last dream--and you'll see why I call it the last--was the
strangest.  I woke up.. everything was white.  I was on my back; I was
wearing a white gown.  Shoji was calling for me; he sounded scared.  I
wanted to go to him.  Lifted my arm; opened my mouth to speak.  Nothing.
I tried again.  I couldn't make a sound.  He saw me.  He -saw- me! He
rushed over... my arm dropped, he caught for it.. pulled.  Beseechingly,
he cried out. 

     "You have to push! Push!! Don't let them take you.. please, Tabri,
don't let them..."  I pushed; I locked onto Shoji's hand with all the
strength and love in my heart and I -pushed-.. I reeled away from my
white
coffin grave, into his arms; wings burst from his back and we flew away.  

     Landed.  In a grassy field, his arms around me, and I finally
whispered the words that had been locked away for such a long time. "I
love you."  I only said it once; I only needed to.  His arms, so strong
around me, trembled, and he repeated the words... then he began to fade.
I looked up, in alarm. 
   
     "S-shoji? Where are you going?"  My eyes wide; scared.

     "I have been called... I can't delay, any more."

     I shook my head.  This couldn't be happening. "N-no! We've got to
stay together... Prince and Princess, right?"  I was crying.  Crying!  I
hadn't ever cried before, not in any dream or on any day.

     He leaned forward--and he kissed me.  He really kissed me.  Then he
was gone.

     I woke up and found him gone, really gone; only two feathers,
crossed, atop his bed, and a ring, folded into a note that read, "We'll
meet again, Tabri."  The ring had the signet of angel's wings.

     I put on the ring. I could feel him.  Someday... someday, my prince
will return for me.  And until then, I will fulfill the legacy he and I
created.

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Author's Notes:  This is, as the title says, "just a dream"; I had this
dream one night, woke up gasping, with the compulsion to _GET THIS DREAM
WRITTEN DOWN_.  Which I did.  After reading it over, and sending it to
friends, I put it out to the FFML as a short story; in at least one
e-mail, I stated that I definitely would not be doing any more with this
dream-sequence.  It appears to be that I was wrong.  So... sometime soon,
maybe, you can look for 'Angel Wing', an original, anime-styled series.


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