Well, here is my first attempt at an EVA fanfic (wrote a Nadesico one
before). I hope you enjoy it. C&C is welcome through E-mail, no need to
send more traffic through the list, ne?
I hope you enjoy it, and the second part shouldn't take to long to write.
Alexander Spoerer
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DISCLAIMER: Neon Genesis Evangelion is owned by Gainax. NGE Characters in
this fanfic
are also owned by Gainax, and used without their
permission. The story and
all other characters are copyright the author.
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Neon Genesis Evangelion
Elsewhere
Part 1
(c)1999 R. Alexander Spoerer
Darkness...
If it weren't for the moonlight streaming in through the window, she wouldn't
have been able to see at all.
The incessant whirring of machines to her right brought her attention to
bare. Her
head turned, and she could make out the outlines of various life-support
apparatus, LEDs
blinking in a symphony of vital information.
She then looked upward at the ceiling, staring at it quietly as the nearby
machines
chirped in rhythm with her heartbeat.
Her dry lips felt as if they'd been glued together when they parted. Her
voice
escaped the confines of her throat not at normal volume, but as a faint
whisper.
"Where am I?"
She slowly sat up in her bed and tried to look around the room to no
avail, the
darkness jealously guarding its secrets.
Deciding to get a better look around, she attempted to get out of bed,
only to be
restrained by a multitude of tubes and sensors connected to her.
Realization slowly set in that she was in a hospital, and that something
horrible
had happened to her to necessitate all of the equipment around her.
What had happened?
She tried to remember what might have occurred, only to find she couldn't
penetrate the deep abyss that her memory had become. Even the simplest
things that she
should know escaped her, slipping out of her grasp like water.
Simple things like who she was...
She brought up her right hand to rub her forehead, pulling on the I.V.
slightly,
when she noticed just how pale it was. It had a reflective quality in the
moonlight, a faint
halo of light surrounded it.
Confusion seeped onto her face as she examined the ghostly hand in front
of her.
"Who am I?"
Her line of questioning was brought to an abrupt end when a scream erupted to
her right.
Snapping her head toward the frightening sound, she couldn't see who it
was that
screamed, but it sounded like a boy.
She could tell, however, that the boy was in pain from something that she
couldn't
begin to imagine.
********
Pain.
Amazing Pain.
Grabbing his mid-section, he screamed aloud, eliciting attention from the
medical
personnel who burst through the door of the room, the lights blinding him
as they blazed
to life.
He felt several pairs of hands wrestle him down onto the bed.
"He's spasming!"
"Get me 15cc's morphine, stat!"
The bite of a needle going into his arm caused him to panic his, struggling
becoming desperate.
Hospital staff held him on the bed. He couldn't break free no matter how
much
he thrashed about.
The sudden burst of exertion started taking its toll, as he felt he limbs
getting
heavier.
Before long, the full effect of the morphine permeated his body, forcing
him back
to sleep.
As he lay his head down on the pillow, he caught a glimpse of a girl in
the bed
next to him, a confused expression upon her face.
A girl with blue hair, and red eyes...
********
Rain.
It fell in sheets, drenching the window in a blanket of little sounds,
enough to
wake her from her light sleep.
A couple seconds passed before her eyes adjusted to the moonlit room.
She noticed the multitude of stuffed animals perched on the windowsill,
partially
blocking her view of the torrent outside.
Slipping out of bed, she went to the door of her room and opened the door.
Her room? Is this really her room?
As she opened the door, she heard a soft clunk against the outside of it,
near eye-
level.
Opening it completely, she saw hanging on the door a small wooden
nameplate in
the shape of a pair of wings, with a name carved into it.
"Asuka? Is that me?"
That must be who I am... Who else could I be?
Asuka backed into her room, and closed the door behind her.
She sat upon her bed, grabbing a large teddy bear and held it close to her.
Resting her chin against the top of the bear's head, a small tear flowed
down her
face as she stared out the window at the dousing rain.
"What's happening?"
********
"Good morning, Shinji. How are you today?"
Shinji turned toward Dr. Kanemaru's voice, and smiled slightly.
"Fine, thanks."
The black haired doctor smiled back, adjusting his glasses as he peered
downward
at Shinji's chart.
"You're doing much better than a couple of nights ago."
Shinji nodded, acknowledging Dr. Kanemaru's enthusiasm, however, he couldn't
help but feel lost.
He awoke to find himself in a world he doesn't know, without any idea who he
was.
It frightened him like nothing he'd ever felt before.
That is if he could remember before.
A hand lightly grasped his shoulder and squeezed gently, bringing his
attention
toward Dr. Kanemaru, concern radiating from his brown eyes.
"Don't worry, Shinji. It'll come back to you, just give it some time."
Shinji closed his eyes and gripped his bed sheets with both hands in
frustration,
"But, I don't even remember them, Dr. Kanemaru... I don't remember
anything before
waking up here. And now, there's no one..."
His sentence was cut short when he felt a hand touch his.
He looked up to see his sister with a reassuring smile upon her face.
"We still have each other, Shinji."
Shinji nodded, feeling his mood lighten because of her kind words.
"Thanks, Rei. I'm glad that you're here too."
Unfortunately, he could only vaguely remember her. He felt that they've been
together for a while, but the mists of amnesia obfuscated that precious
piece of memory.
He'll just have to make some new memories. Enough new ones the replace the
void that the old ones left behind.
"I'm glad that your smile's returned, Shinji, " remarked the Dr. Kanemaru
as he
replaced the chart, "Don't worry, either of you. You'll be out of here in
no time."
He turned around, and started out of the room, but stopped to smile and
wave at
the two teens before finally exiting.
Shortly after Dr. Kanemaru departed, Shinji heard Rei sigh, and whisper
barely
loud enough for him to hear.
"And when it's time to leave, then what?"
It was Shinji's turn to sigh. He understood Rei's concerns. They were
the same
ones that have been preoccupying him since he woke up, and found out his name.
"I don't know. But whatever happens, we'll face it together."
Both teens hugged, realizing that in this world they only had each other.
The old
lives they had lived through have disappeared into the great maw of
oblivion, never to be
found again.
It was time to begin anew.
Time to live.
********
Dr. Ichiro Kanemaru tossed his portfolio onto the desk as he rounded it,
staring at
the woman who stood in his office.
The arrogance... Couldn't they wait until the bodies were at least buried?
"Those children will leave when the are ready. When I say they are ready,
Ms.
Yamadera."
Yamadera pursed her lips, and looked at him evenly, "Doctor, the welfare
of those
children is our utmost concern."
As he sat, Ichiro arched an eyebrow, folding his hands together in front
of him.
"Oh really? They why don't you wait at least for their parents to be
buried? The
funeral is in a couple of days and the reading of the will shortly
thereafter. Why is Social
Services in such a hurry to spirit them away?"
"Social Services is only interested in making sure that they get the care
they
need."
He gave her an incredulous look, "And they'll get it in a Social Services
foster
home? I think not."
Yamadera closed her eyes for a second as if to compose herself for the next
barrage.
"Dr. Kanemaru, regardless of whether or not you think that we're capable of
taking care of them, they are to be delivered to us..."
"...Upon their medically determined release from this hospital," finished
Ichiro,
cutting her sentence off.
Ichiro leaned forward, and looked her right in the eye, "And you are also not
taking into account the fact that the will may award custody of those
children to someone
other than state."
She turned around, annoyance evident in her gate, and opened the door.
"We've taken everything under consideration, Doctor Kanemaru, we do not make
mistakes. Those children do not have any direct living relatives to take
them in. They
are orphans, pure and simple. I'll return when they are ready to leave
your facility, and
take them into my custody. Good day, Doctor."
As he watched the door close, Ichiro muttered under his breath.
"Like hell you will."
Those two will go somewhere they can be loved.
Their parents wouldn't have it any other way.
He'll make sure that Social Services won't get their hands on them.
Even if he has to get them away from here...
********
Rei looked out the window of the car as it sped by the streets of Tokyo,
on its way
to somewhere in Yokohama.
Her eyes stayed focused on the rapidly passing black sea of asphalt,
occasionally
broken by islands of white road dividers.
The last week had been pretty hectic, only now was it really starting to
set in.
The funeral was a strange experience. She and her brother stood watching
as their
parents were slowly placed into the bosom of the Earth.
Her parents...
She wasn't sure what she should feel. Those two people were her mother and
father, but she couldn't remember anything about them before the car accident.
She couldn't even remember if she loved them...
This lack of feelings distressed Rei the most. The people she should have
loved
the most were just two names on graves in a place that she would rather not
visit again.
How can you love someone without knowing them?
Fortunately, she was sure of one thing and that was Shinji.
Even if she couldn't remember what she felt for her parents, she knew she
loved
her brother.
A small frown passed over her face when she remembered how Social Services
wanted to send her and Shinji to different homes.
And if it weren't for her parent's will, she wouldn't be here with Shinji
in this car.
Rei was grateful to them for that. A final gift to their children from
beyond the
grave.
It was like a miracle, delivering both of them from the clutches of Social
Services
into the hands of their godfather: Dr. Ichiro Kanemaru.
In retrospect, it made perfect sense. His being their godfather explained
why he
cared so much about what happened to them.
When no one else seemed to...
"Rei?"
She blinked as she was brought out of her introspection, "Hmm?"
Shinji looked at her with a curious expression, "Are you ok?"
Rei nodded, "I'm fine, really. Just a bit nervous."
"Don't worry, Rei, everything will be alright from now on I promise," came
Ichiro's reassuring voice from the driver's seat.
She wasn't sure why, but his words helped to sooth her. She's only known him
since waking up in the hospital, but she knows in her heart that he would
do nothing to
hurt her or Shinji.
Rei felt safe, and most of all she felt wanted.
Her eyes started to moisten a bit, heralding what would have been tears of
joy.
She quickly rubbed her eyes, intercepting them, but she returned the smile
that she saw in
the Ichiro's eyes through the rear-view mirror.
"Thank you..."
********
Chop, chop, chop.
Cut, slice, trim.
Carrots, onions, lettuce, chicken, noodles...
Are they all there? Did I forget something?
Ah, yes, I'll need to make a vegetable dish for Rei, Ichiro did mention
that she
didn't eat meat. Strange little quirk, wonder where she developed it from?
"Mom?"
Masami Kanemaru looked up from the cutting board to address her daughter,
"What is it dear?"
"Are they coming soon?"
She nodded, "Yes, your father called from the hospital. They should be
here any
minute."
"Oh..."
Masami placed a hand on her daughter's arm and squeezed gently, "What's
wrong, Asuka?"
Asuka looked at Masami, and shook her head slowly, "It's nothing, mom..."
Masami turned her around so that she faced her.
"Asuka, tell me what's wrong."
Asuka looked her mother in the eyes, and breathed in.
"Why do they have to come here, mom? I mean, why do we have to take them
in?"
A mixed expression of shock and disbelief appeared across Masami's face.
"Asuka! How could you say that? They have no where else to go!"
Asuka stepped out of Masami's grasp, and stood defiantly in front of her,
"They
could have gone to a Social Services home!"
She couldn't believe what he daughter had just said.
How could she be so callous?
Before she could continue, Masami lashed out with her hand, leaving a red
mark
across Asuka's left cheek.
It was the first time she had ever slapped her daughter.
Asuka looked at her mother in astonishment, cradling her left cheek with her
hand.
"Wha... What was that for?"
She noticed that Masami's eyes were glistening, and a tear streamed down her
face.
Masami then spoke, her voice barely a whisper, "If your father and I had ever
died, where do you think you would have gone?"
Asuka kept her mouth shut, still speechless from her mother's slap.
"Their parents would have taken you in without question. It goes without
saying
that we would do the same if they ever died..."
She continued to stare at Masami, silent.
Why did they have to do this? Why do her parents want to take care of
those two
so badly?
She couldn't understand...
She wouldn't understand...
Asuka turned around, her back facing Masami so that he mother couldn't see
her
own tears forming.
Maybe they didn't love her... Maybe they sensed something wrong... That she
couldn't remember anything except the past couple weeks.
She wished she knew.
"Fine mother... You win..."
She started to walk toward the stairs.
"Asuka! Wait a second, I..."
Asuka interrupted Masami's sentence by holding up her right hand, without
turning around.
"Don't mom. I'll be fine. I just need some time."
She continued up toward her room, and stopped briefly at her door looking
down
the stairs, sighing softly.
I'll need a lot of time...
********
"Tadaima!"
"Okairinasai!"
The familiar greeting echoed in the foyer as Ichiro took off his shoes,
Rei and
Shinji following his example as well.
A black-haired woman glided over to Ichiro, and embraced him, kissing him
briefly.
Ichiro broke the kiss, and glanced toward both of them, "Masami, this is
Rei and
Shinji, our new family members."
Masami then turned to look at the two teens, and smiled happily, "Welcome,
both
of you! It's so good to see both of you, again!"
A nostalgic expression emerged on her face, as she seemed to be remembering
some long forgotten memory, "It's been so long, Ichiro. I remember a
little girl and boy
standing here in this house, and now they've grown up to be a beautiful
young woman,
and handsome young man."
Shinji felt his cheeks redden a bit from the compliment, and noticed out
of the
corner of his eye that Rei's cheeks also had some color to them.
Masami's smile broadened at the noticeable reaction.
Ichiro also smiled, but fortunately saved them from further embarrassment.
"That's enough teasing them, I'm sure you'll have ample opportunity to do
it later
on."
Yay, great...
Ichiro then looked beyond Masami, "Where's Asuka? Asuka! Come down and
say hello!"
The sounds of carefully placed footsteps could be heard descending down the
steps.
Eventually a brown-haired girl stepped off the last step and looked at Rei
and
Shinji.
Shinji's mouth almost dropped.
She was beautiful!
As he stared at the vision of loveliness in front him, he felt a nagging
feeling that
he'd seen her before somewhere. He wasn't sure where, but she was
definitely familiar.
Those intense blue eyes are unforgettable...
Shinji felt someone poke him in his back, and heard Rei whisper in his
right ear,
"Stop drooling, brother, it's embarrassing."
He gave Rei a horrified look, and blurted out a response, "I wasn't drooling!"
Shinji realized the gravity of his error when he noticed both of Rei's arched
eyebrows, and the barely suppressed grin upon her face.
He also noticed a strange expression on Ichiro's face, as well as Masami's
attempt
to keep from bursting out laughing.
Then he noticed Asuka.
She was completely red-faced, embarrassed to the core.
He just wanted to crawl off to a corner and die, hoping no one would remember
this moment.
Ichiro tried valiantly to salvage the situation, "Rei, Shinji, this is my
daughter,
Asuka. Asuka, this is Rei and Shinji."
Rei's grin subsided, replaced by a friendly smile, "Hi. Nice to meet you."
Shinji couldn't bring himself to look at Asuka directly, instead looking
to the side,
"Umm... Hi."
Asuka blinked her eyes, cheeks still red with embarrassment, "Yeah... Hi."
"So... What's for dinner?" Ichiro asks, desperate to move out of this tense
moment.
Masami, still smiling widely, motions toward the dinner table, "Chicken with
noodles and assorted vegetables."
"Sounds great! Let's eat, shall we?"
Ichiro stepped out of the foyer followed by Rei and Shinji.
Shinji looked over his shoulder and noticed Asuka glaring at him.
He quickly turned forward, and swallowed.
This was going to be a long night...
********
"Would you like some more chicken, Shinji?"
"No thanks, Mrs. Kanemaru, I'm fine."
"Masami, please. No need to be so formal."
"Oh. Ok, Masami then."
Jerk.
First he practically undresses me with his eyes, and now Mom is merrily
yapping
with him.
Asuka silently kept her displeasure to herself, seeing no immediate need
to ruin
dinner over that pervert.
The thing that troubled her the most was that she felt a connection to
those two
idiots.
Especially with Shinji... Although, she has to admit, he doesn't seem
that bad
looking.
Asuka frowned, and shook her head.
Where in the hell did that come from!
She narrowed her eyes at Shinji while her parents talked with Rei.
He noticed her scrutiny, and almost choked on a piece of zucchini.
There's no way I'll ever like that jerk.
No way at all!
********
Rei continued to munch on her salad, keeping an interested eye on the
transpiring
events between her brother and Asuka.
It was kind of strange, really. She could tell there was some kind of
budding
chemistry between the two of them, as if this had happened before. But,
somehow she
knew that she was also involved in some way.
Unfortunately, the small sparks of recognition were not enough to light
the flames
of her memory.
Shinji would more than likely agree with her hypothesis, but it seemed
that his
hormones were talking right now.
Rei would add to the conversation when she felt she could contribute,
however,
she kept a close eye on the two players sitting beside her.
Players? Hmm, appropriate analogies for the two whom were squaring off
against each other.
At least she wouldn't be involved in that.
She hoped...
********
Shinji rested his head against the pillow, and breathed out.
"Whew... That could have gone better."
"That much is true. You've definitely endeared yourself to Asuka."
He lifted his head from the pillow to see Rei sitting on the side of her
bed, which
was on the left side of the room, a small smile on her face.
"Gee, thanks, sis. I'm glad that I can count on you to boost my morale."
Rei laughed, and leaned back onto her bed crossing her arms underneath her
head,
"Don't worry, Shin-chan. I'm sure it'll work out."
"Huh? What do you mean?"
Rei rolled her eyes, and closed them.
"Nevermind."
Shinji shrugged, not even trying to understand what goes on in his
sister's mind.
About ten minutes passed, Rei stood up, and began getting ready for bed.
She left
the room, but came back after a twenty minutes, dressed in a long gray,
nightshirt.
Shinji watched as she walked in, and sat on her bed, combing her wet hair.
He felt awkward about things. He knew that Rei was his sister, but it
just felt
wrong to be in the same room with her.
Then again, what teenage brother wants to share a room with his sister,
and vice-
versa?
Shifting his position to lay on his elbows, his idle thoughts eventually
broke the
silence in the room, "I wonder."
"About?" inquired Rei, as she continued to comb her hair, back turned to him.
"How long will we be staying in the same room."
"Not for too long. I think Ichiro mentioned they were converting a room
for one
of us."
"Ahh, good. Whose room?"
Rei looked over her shoulder at Shinji, "Well, the gentlemanly thing to
do, Shinji,
would be for you to move to the new room so that a fragile woman like me
wouldn't have
to break her back moving her stuff."
He looked at her strangely, "You only have a duffel bag, Rei. The rest is
coming
from our old house by moving van."
Rei frowns slightly, placing the brush down, "That's not the point, Shinji."
She then sighs, crosses her arms, and shakes her head in disappointment,
"How do
you ever expect to get together with Asuka if you don't get some manners?"
"Well, that's easy. I'll just ask her..."
Shinji chokes on his words when he realizes what he was just about to say.
Rei points an accusing finger at Shinji, jumping off the bed into an
offset stance, a
broad smile on her face, "Ah ha! I knew it!"
"Wa... Wait! I didn't mean it!"
"Oh yeah? That sounded like a Freudian slip to me!"
Shinji just closed his mouth. He knew the cause was lost. No point in
trying to
dissuade the detective that his sister had become.
He hates it when she does that!
Shinji laid down again, and grumbled, "Night, Rei."
He could hear Rei giggle softly as she turned-off the lights, "Night,
Shin-chan."
********
Emergency...
What emergency?
Must follow orders...
Whose orders? What's going on?
They're attacking... I must stop them...
Who's attacking? I don't understand!
I need to go...
I'm not going anywhere!
I must...
No!
Rei found herself floating in absolute darkness. She looked down and
noticed that
she wore some strange outfit. It was a white jumpsuit, with various
electronic-looking
apparatus outfitted all over it. Emblazoned over her chest were the
numbers "00".
What's this?
A sound started to emanate all around her.
It started out at a very low volume, but continued to grow in intensity. She
couldn't readily identify it, but is sounded like a cacophony of voices.
They crashed into
each other, producing an unintelligible jumble of noise.
They continued to get louder, the voices becoming screams.
Rei covered her ears, the voices getting unbearable.
"Stop."
They kept getting louder.
"Please, stop."
Rei could barely think the voices were so loud. Her ears felt as if they
would
burst at any second. She screamed with all her strength, hoping that would
stop the
voices.
"STOP!!!!"
The voices congealed into a single, terrible scream, and she saw
materialize in
front of her something horrid. A thing that she could never have imagined
in all of her
nightmares. An orange monster of incredible size, that looked to covered
in armor.
The orange monster whipped its right hand out, grabbing her.
Rei struggled, but couldn't break free of its incredibly strong grip as it
brought her
in front of what passed for a face.
The voices stopped.
Its mouth opened slowly, and it spoke in a raspy hiss.
"Rrrreeeeiiiii..."
********
Rei woke up, breathing hard, hand to her chest.
She felt her nightshirt plastered to her skin by a thin sheet of sweat.
It took a second before she realized that she was in her bed, back in the
Kanemaru's house.
To her right, Shinji slept, making small noises as he breathed.
Rei shook her head side to side, rubbing her temples.
What had just happened?
She tried to recall the nightmare she had, but the memories of fear rapidly
disappeared into to recesses of her mind.
Whatever it was, she didn't care to think too much about it.
As she rested her head back onto her pillow, and closed her eyes, she
hoped that
she wouldn't have another nightmare like that one.
Whatever it was...
End Elsewhere Part 1
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