Subject: [FFML] Re: [holiday mini-fic] Maudlin
From: "DB Sommer" <sommer@3rdm.net>
Date: 1/29/2001, 10:53 PM
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You wrote:



     Ann Meriweather knew exactly what it was; it hadn't snowed

yet.  Halfway into December, and there had been not been so much

as a flake to speak of.



Not counting her boyfriend, of course. :)



     The Van Kestersons were a generous family, faces plump from

rich food and glowing in easy retirement.  Their money was not

old, though.  Mr. Van Kesterson's hands bore a subtle roughness

from younger years spent on work he felt comfortable simply

leaving in the past, never referred to more specifically than as

"the old job."



Probably used to be the Boston Strangler or something. :)



Mrs. Van Kesterson had given birth to and raised

two sons, both of whom made their parents proud as they grew up.

     Another tiny sigh escaped Ann's lips.  Robert, the younger

son, had always enchanted her.



But then, that was always a problem when dealing with sorcerors.



 But, he was already twenty when

the family had hired her, taking her in as a young girl, and years

had passed between then and now.  He was married now, and she

barely old enough to start realistically considering courtship.

     She had been an orphan of sorts; her mother and father had

died when she was 12,



Well, yes. That would make her an orphan.





Ann finished gathering the dishes into the kitchen and began

washing.  The window in front of the sink held no hope for snow

tonight.  Ann washed in silent disappointment; she usually enjoyed

her tasks in the winter, when she could look out the window and

see the flakes glowing in the lamplight, floating lazily to the

ground.  In the winter evening, long after the sun had set, the

snow seemed just like stars swimming in the ether.  They moved

like dancers, and Ann could hear music just behind their

movements.



Nice imagery.



     She didn't know exactly why she loved the snow so much; she

had always figured it to be something from her childhood, a cloudy

memory of days when she'd play in the white stuff, making reliefs

of angels or building towering, bulbous snowmen.  She longed for

those days, when her biggest worry was running out of snow in a

snowball fight, or whether or not one of the larger boys was

putting rocks in his.



Heh. I knew someone like that growing up. Boy was my father a real bastard.

:)



     She knew, though, that such sentimentality was only clouding

the truth: she was here in the city, working hard and living with

a caring family.  She was almost a woman, and longing to be a girl

again was not the prudent thing to do.  But it was such an easy

emotion to fall into.  There was a certain seductiveness to

melancholy, something soft, gently touching a cheek or wrist,

caring even as it drew from you silent tears and hopelessly

maudlin words...



And hence we work in the title of the fic.



     She threw open the windows, the two halves opening like a

gate into the world.  The snow collecting on the sill scattered,

joining their brethren as they fell.  She looked up, to make sure

it was still coming down.  She followed the fat flakes as the came

near, drawn by invisibility of gravity, silently waltzing.  She

heard music, distant, soothing.  She felt suddenly cozy and safe.

Her breath escaped from her smile finally, a thinning cloud of

steam mingling with the floating stars, falling softly, cold and

sacred, to the ground below.



A sweet little piece. Don't know what else to say, other than you succeeded

in conveying the mood with a minimal amount of words.



D.B. Sommer



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